*warning,super long blog entry

i just learnt a very important lesson in life.
life has its ups and downs,
it cant always be fabulous.

of course everyone wants life to be perfect and all,
but unforunatly,
thats not always going to happen,
unless you are some f.ucking rich ass that doesnt have to worry even about what to wear.
if you are this rich ass,come and find me,
id like to know how life can be soo super prefect,
i would really like to know.
truth is,
even if you are rich,
your life would still suck at times.

number one:
before my parents went off,they said that i could invite my friends over but they cannot stay over,only amanda could,thinking that my planning skills are soo super good, i thought that i could get both amanda and marcus to stay over but my plan totally failed because of mym grandma.damn f.ucked up la.and because of that,i fought with my parents during their hoilday.shit, that leads to my next problem.

number two:
tomo im suppose to go out with shuyun and isabel to catch a moive,and the thing is both of them have dates and i dont.im going to look damn extra, so thats part A. part B is that i have no more money to go out tomo cause i went to spend most of my money on wednesday.and i bought a pair of skinnys for cat but she hasnt paid me for it,so im broke.part C, i dont have anything to wear!okay, i do la, i bought everything on wed, the thing is, i dont dare to wear, cause a)it doesnt have sleeve b)my arms are figging big and c)they are all skinny people la! how!aiyooooo!

i really really want to have a date to go out with tomo.if not ill look soo extra la.like seriously man.she lend me him for a day and i was like,hahah, no thanks, not that despo la please.gosh,hahah.

number three:
okay, i think i like this guy.why ah?of all people?ohh well,time makes the heart grow fonder right?something like that la,hahah, okay, whatever, im stupid.anways, back to him.he likes someone else.confirm!aiya,im just not going to think about it.
*note to self:dont think about it,single is still fun anyways right!?haha*

number four:
omg, this is the suckest thing ever,torn between 2 groups of friends.SHIT! i hate when that happenes,if you pick the wrong one, you die an instant death and tounges start to wagg!soo uncool.wagg just cause she doest go.i know you people do that okay!hahah,just kidding.

i actually had untill 6 but i cant remember anymore.
some other time i guess,
and i have to sleep,if not i wont be able to wake up again.
argghh,im always waking up late la!
shit!
anyways, ill try to blog tomo, on the spot.
okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

p.s yo mama so stupid,she bought a television with only two channels, on and off.