although there is about 2 hours before the school holidays are over, im kind of happy.
although for the whole holiday i sailed sailed sailed like theres no tmr, im kind of happy.
although i only got to see my friends after training, im kind of happy.
cause those were the moments that ill really remember.



school starts tmr. byebye school holidays.i didnt get to go oversea when my family did. i didnt get to go out for a full day cause of my really retarded sailing sheadule. i didnt get to spend much time with my most darling school friends at all. people from camp hate me (for sure). i have already torn 2 spins while sailing and i bend a mast. instead of losing weight, i think i put on weight. whats the point of a gym program if i go eat fastfood after that? how dumb do i get.



i think its really weird that my dad wants to send me to school in the morning. school is only 4 or 5 stops away from home which only takes 10 mins. and taking bus is more fun cause i can see my friends on the bus. if daddy sends me, ill be late for school for sure man! but i get to wake up a weeeeeeee bit later. like, 15 mins? i think i'd rather take the bus.



sailing is a scary sport. i dont think im cut out for it, am i? i dont know.someone knock my head and give me a piece of your mind, thanks.



eugenia said something the other day: " i think i need someone to like. life is getting boring. you know what i mean!?"

i think she is right. i think i need someone to like. life is getting boring. its not like ill just go out and look for someone to crush on right? that would be weird.



i want a haircut. just to give my hair some shape. bianca said my hair has no shape now and that it is kind of a long straight half brown mess. okay, she didnt say it was a mess. she said it was a thing. it is mess if you ask me.



nigel without hair = WEIRD. cant wait to see what he looks like. (:



im suppose to be doing my holiday homework. but who cares right?ill just die with huiying.



sailing gathering/movie marathon was super fun this year. less movies,more bonding time. we watched 8 movies last year. this year, only 3. but we played twister and 'made music videos'. so retarded. we ordered macs and played T.O.D and ' shoot, shag, marry'. its a bloody good game to play when the people dont wanna do their dares. basiclly, you get 3 names and you chose who you shag, who you shoot and who you marry. mine was hilarious. i got E, D1 and D2. i shoot E, shag D1 and marry D2. you wish you knew who were my 3 names.



and lastly,all of my subjects are pretty random.i dont know how, i dont know why. ohhhhhhhh well. i guess im just like that.